Lately it seems as if the moment I get really close to someone and develop a special relationship with them, they leave. First my squash coach, then my trainer, now my future college squash coach, who was such a major part of why I decided to go where I’m going. i mean I know I’m not the cause for their unexpected partings. But I’m sick of letting myself get so close to people whom I have no idea will be a stable part of my life or not, and then feeling like I lost a loved one when they unexpectedly leave. I have never been so disappointed so much in one week before